Wednesday, June 20, 2007 @ 9:02 AM
ummm.. today go tampines again.. is bo liao the lohx..!! everytime go there siao the lohx..!! not me siao is my mother.. i dont even treat her as my mother..!! i wont own her as my mother even she is my own mother..!! dont talk about today's outing le.. say le me will.. aiiya.. today is an unhappy && angry day for me lahx..!! angry at my stupid idotic BHB mother..!!
me 11 plus den reach home.. me not going to sleep so early.. maybe going to sleep in the morning again.. hope i wont drink wine again.. now me angry.. wont cut myself le. haizz me now is drinking wine lohx.. hahaaS! but SOON will cut myself again.. because of my mother.. she keep saying me this and that, keep nagging me, shout at me, scold me.. nvm i REN!!! i ren until i cant ren le then she knows..~!! i can garauntee you guys that i wont move back to senakang and stay.. i do not have a home at sengkang..!!!!!! before school starts or starting of school that day.. me will surely cut myself again..!! all the SCARS on my hand.. MOST OF THE SCAR IS BECAUSE OF SHE SCOLDING ME THEN I GO CUT THE!! NOT BECAUSE OF MY GUARDIAN..!! I CUT MYSELF BECAUSE OF MY GUARDIAN ONLY ONE TIME COS QUARRELL WITH THEM..!! ALL THE OTHER TIMES IS THE STUPID IDOTIC BHB MOTHER FAULT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HATE HER.. WONT FORGIVE HER IN MY WHOLE LIFE..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NEVER WILL!!!!!!!!!!!!